Eli Alvarez

November 11, 2008

Hello My Beautiful Angel,

I just thought I share with our friends the gift Daddy gave me on Mother's Day which was also your due date. I had just picked your daddy from work and I was very upset because I was just thinking of you. Of how much I wished you were here with us, as he started driving home. I continued to cry, so Daddy pulled over on the side of the road. He pulled something from his jacket. It was a gift. He told me that You had told him to give it to me on Mother’s Day, but since he saw how upset I was. You had whispered in his ear to give it to me at that moment. So when I opened it, it was a Tiffany style Bracelet with your name on it.  It is a beautiful bracelet baby. Especially because it has your name on it.

So Thank you & Daddy for giving me so much love.

I Love You Eli

 November 06, 2008

I cant sleep so I felt like writing to you. Just to let you know that you will always be my Angel.

I love you my Beautiful angel. You are my Star, my Moon, my Sun, My Everything.

Im never going to let go Sweetie.

“Happy Day of The Death”

“Dia De Los Muertos”

Hello My Precious Angel, Our Latin tradition celebrates this day to remember our loved ones that have left us to go to heaven.  Today is “Dia De Los Muertos” . It is our belief that everyone that goes before us come and visits us this day. So I’ve put fruit, water and milk for you and Papi Ricardo so when you come and visit us you will fill welcome at home. We will always love you guys and miss you. Until we meet again my love.

October 31, 2008

“Happy First Halloween Sweetheart”

Hello Beautiful,

As you may know by now, Lolita is in heaven with you. I’m going to miss her a lot baby. She was my special doggie and I know you’ll love her and take good care of her. Lolita was very loyal and very lovable with me. She followed me everywhere. I got her when she was just two months old and I knew that if you were to meet her she was going to love you just as much. So take good care of her, Baby and I know she’ll take extra care of you. She’ll love you and watch over you until I get there. Now you have mommy’s doggie with you sweetheart. I Love You Eli.

I will always love you Lolita

Lolita Alvarez

– May 5, 2006 – October 29, 2008

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Hey there little buddy..  its your favorite aunt and godmother! I know I dont stop by often but when I do my little godson know's its from the heart I speak... Altough I carry you in my heart all the time... Im here today cause of a memorie that came to mind and I wanted to share it with my favorite little angel... As I read all the wonderful candle's people lite up for you and read how many kisses and hugs everyone share with you I remember that iam the luckiest aunt to have been able to actually kiss you! and to hold you I remember kissing you on your cheeks and feeling how soft your baby skin was...  So im so proud and honored to say that I actually gave my little godson that hug and kisses everyone always sends to you.... 

                                                                            Your Godmother Nena..

                                                                 that always carries you in my heart

                                                                              Love you... Besitos!

Hey Sweetie, Here are the candles that we lit for all the little angels in heaven with you. You will always be remembered and loved.

Hi Baby Eli,

Boy was today a special day for you!  Happy 9 months baby!  Here is you and Ava's candle's that burn in rememberance of you two babies!! I pray that time heals the pain that your Mommy and I feel, but I don't think it will.  We will not be happy until we have our babies back!!!  I hope you had a sweet day celebrating with all of your angel friends and you are now sleeping in the clouds.  Sweet dreams baby Eli. 

My Sweet sweet Eli,

Today you turn Nine months old here and in heaven my angel. I miss you the same as I did the first day you left. You will always be my special baby. Thank you for letting me be part of your beautiful life baby. I know God had very big plans for you my love. I can’t wait till I see you again baby. You truly have been a blessing for us sweetie.

I could just imagine you laughing and smiling. How I wish I was there with you Eli. But I’m being patient just for you baby.

Have fun on this special day Angel and know that you are missed every day until I see you again.

"Happy Ninth Month Angel"

We Love You for ever Eli

"Happy Birthday Daddy"

I am always with you and mommy. I also wish I was there with you both,

But I’m an angel now and I’ll be waiting here for you.

I love you Daddy.

Best Daddy

Happy birthday to the best daddy I know,

A Daddy I love and respect,

A daddy who fulfills all his duties

To teach, to guide, to protect.

If everyone had such a Daddy,

A really good daddy like mine,

The world would be so much better,

It would look like God’s own design.

Happy Birthday to you,

♪ Happy Birthday to you, ♪

♪ Happy Birthday Dear Daddy, ♪

♪ Happy Birthday to you ♪

I love you Daddy

From your Angel in Heaven waiting for you.

Hello Chiquito, Eight Months ago today you got your wings baby. And I am missing you like I miss you everyday sweetie. I know you are in a better place. But, sometimes I wonder how different things would have turned out for us. You’ll be crawling by now. You’ll be having so much fun with the dogs baby. Daddy would have bought you a horse already.

We love you Eli. Thank you for being such a special baby. You have changed me so much sweetie. God gave us an Angel to love and we will always remember you. I can’t wait for the day that I see you again. Baby when that day comes. I’m never going to let you go.

"Happy Eight Months Baby Boy"

I Love You Eli. Today, Tomorrow And Always

Hello My Precious Angel Baby,

Today is Grandma Irma's Birthday baby and I know you'll be near singing "Happy Birthday" to her. Make sure you give her lots of kisses baby. She loves you so much Eli. She is always buying you cute little toys to baby.

We Love you so much sweetie. Always remember that. You are our Shinning Star baby.

Happy Birthday to you ♪ Happy Birthday to you ♪

Happy Birthday Granma Irma♪  Happy Birthday to you ♪

I Love you Grandma ♪

I will always watch over you

07/15/2008

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Hi Sweetie,

Just remembering you, as always. Six Months ago today you were born baby and the pain remains the same. I use to think that things would get easier as time passes by but I was wrong or maybe is still too soon. Baby you will always be my special baby. But, I will never stop to wonder why us?

I love you Eli.

Daddy loves you so much baby.

You came into our lives when we need it you the most. I guess God was sending us a Beautiful Sign to let us know that Miracles do happen and Angels do exist.

I can’t wait to see you again baby.

I hope you like your little toys Grandma Irma has for you.

“Happy Six Months Birthday Baby Boy”

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HEY SWEET LOVE! YOUR NEW LITTLE COUSINS HAVE ARRIVED, THEY ARE SO PRECIOUS JUST LIKE YOU BABY. DONT FORGET TO STOP BY AND GIVE EACH ONE OF THEM A BIG KISS OK BABY.

I LOVE YOU ANGEL, YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY SPECIAL ANGEL (JUST FOR ME).

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RICARDO ALVAREZ, THE FIFTH

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Hey my ll angel..just wanted to stop by and show you the most lovin i can give...i hope that where-ever you are that you are safe and watching over us...I miss you so much Eli and i can't wat to see you again....i know that it wasn't fair for God to take you away from us but you were to special for this world to handle and i know that now...Eli i wanted to tell you that i love you with all of my heart and i miss you very much...and know that we all love you....plz watch over us and always give my tia monica  signs to let her know that you are always there wit her..... LOVE YOU LIL ANGEL

Happy 4^th of July Baby!

Hello Sweet Heart, Just a little note to wish you a beautiful 4^th of July baby. We will be going out of town this weekend. But, I know you will be watching our skies from Heaven.

You will get to see all the Beautiful fireworks with Papi Ricardo and all the Beautiful little angels.

Always remember that we love you and miss you so much baby. You have changed the life of so many people sweetie.

I know now that you came to us for a reason. You are our special gift from god.

I love you baby.

06/12/08

Hello Eli, just wanted to let you know that you are a very special little Angel to me, well as you can see everyone. When God took you back from us it was a very sad day in our lifes. I question God why did he do this to us, especially your parents whom were so excited for you. But then I relize that you were to special for this world. God had other plans for you Eli. When you went to heaven, I had just had my baby your cusin Saeed. I feel he has some kind of connection with you. Before I decide to name him Saeed, I was thinking of naming him Eli so when your Mommy told me she was going to name you Eli I was so happy. Every time I see him I think of you. He reminds me of you so much. Well last night I was getting ready to go to sleep, and Saeed my baby was in his crib getting ready to go to sleep also. Everything was turn off and I was in my closet putting on my pjs when all of a sudden I hear my son laughing like if someone was tickling him. Then he would stop, and then laugh again. I look over to see him thinking it was Nestor but there was no one. I relize that it had to be you Eli. I know you come and play with him. I know he see's you and papi Ricardo. I myself cannot see you, but I do feel you when you are around. So Thank you for coming and visting us, you know you are welcome anytime. So I'll end this letter by saying that we love Eli and you are alway in our hearts, there is no day that goes by that I don't think of you. I wont say bye but I will say see you later in heaven. I know you and papi Ricardo are waiting for us. Lots of kisses and big long hugs. We  you always.

05/20/2008

Hello Sweetie,

I want to share my experience with everyone who visits your page and let them know that Angels do Exist.

On my dresser in my bedroom I have a picture of you on top of a jewelry box and I also have three miniature doggies (Black and brown is Bruno, White and gray is Oreo and the Tan one is Lola) I keep them in front of your picture to take care of you and keep you company. I also have a miniature car from the movie Cars that Grandma Irma gave me to put it next to your picture.

Well as I was cleaning it I was putting the doggies back in front of your picture the Little blue car moved by it self. I smile because I knew that it was you playing with me and as I looked at your picture I saw a beautiful white/crystal wing behind your picture and it just showed it self to me and then it went to the back of your picture again.

I was so excited that I started crying and I told daddy what had happened and he could not stop staring at the picture and he kept on asking you to do it again for him. But you only did it to me. I called your Grandma Irma to let her know what happened and she told me that it was you just letting me know that you are always there with us.

I love you so much my little boy. Thank you for doing that last night and for letting me see a little bit of your sweet self.

Hi Sweetheart,

Well I did it baby! I participated in the March of Dimes Saturday. It was great babyboy. I though I was going to do it alone because Daddy had to work, but he decided to join me and we both march very proudly especially because he had your beautiful face printed on our shirts baby. I got to meet some nice people at the March baby. I also meet a special mommy who has three little angels in heaven waiting for her. She is a sweet lady baby. So when you see her little angels there with you give them a big kiss and a huge hug from her. Tell them that their mommy loves them and misses them a lot. Just like I miss you and love you baby.

I know you were there with us watching us and cheering us on babyboy. I did not think I was going to make it because it was very hot but you pull me through little one. Daddy says he is very proud of me because he knows I don’t like to walk and I walked for five miles in this heat. You believe that baby??? Wow. Mommy made you proud. Daddy took pictures but since my computer is not working properly…. When I get a chance I will go to your Tia Nancy’s house and download them there (hehehe) I hope she doesn’t mind.

I love you babyboy and I will keep on doing what ever I can to keep your memory alive always sweetie. You are my light that keeps me going sweet angel.

P.S

Don’t forget to give Little Carson and his little brothers a big kiss and big hug from his mommy and from me too ok babyboy.

Love you Eli!

Hey my sweet godson... Here's a picture I made for you and me... Cause we both know how much we care and love eachother! So Im posting it up for you so that you can always see and carry it in you heart and memory......

                                          Love you lots! Your godmother Nena!! ;)